there's a party and we're all going and we're all growing up somebody's driving and he will be drinking and no one's going back cause we've tried hungry and we've tried full and nothing seems enough so tonight, tonight the boys are gonna go for more more more and I want a love that falls as fast as a body from the balcony, and i want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground i am holding my breath with a baseball bat though I don't know what I'm waiting for i am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be smell that, it's wet grass, and smoke in my hair i think I've had enough but he wants a finale and I came prepared and we're not going back and I've tried sharing and I've tried caring and I've tried putting out but the boys boys boys keep coming on for more more more and change change change is gonna come, but when when when? and I want a love that falls as fast as a body from the balcony, and i want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground im holding my breath with a baseball bat though I don't know what I'm waiting for i am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be and I want a love that falls as fast as a body from the balcony, and i want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground i am holding my breath with a baseball bat though I don't know what I'm waiting for i am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be

shine the headlight straight into my eyes like the roadkill im paralyzed you see through my disguise at the drive in double feature pull the lever break the fever and say your last goodbyes since I was born I started to decay now nothing ever ever goes my way one fluid gesture like stepping back in time trapped in amber petrified and still not satisfied airs and social graces elocution so divine i'll stick to my needle and my favorite waste of time both spineless and sublime since I was born I started to decay now nothing ever ever goes my way